Blue Tit wrote:Thank you dear Scholastica,
I love your idea of recognizing I'm entirely dependant on God : these little acts you talk about, very simple to do, will for sure be very useful for me.
I've been doing something quite similar for about 10 days : kneeling at least 10 times a day, begging Our Lord for His forgiveness. So, I'll go on doing it according the way you suggest, and I thank you very much for this good advice !
About accepting humiliations, it won't do the job for me, because I have been so humiliated, despised, betrayed and attacked in my whole life, that I'm afraid I'm no more touched by anything ! Unfortunately, it's not at all a virtue in me, but only a HUUUUUGE disdain about what people say or think of me. You can see by this on what level of sin I am, poor me. so please pray for me !
Blue Tit wrote:hmmmm, I don't think that I can take a psychological fact as an excuse for sin. Even with my adrenalin boiling !
God always gives us choice, in free-will, and a past psychological harm, unless it can decrease the seriousness of a sin, can't make that a sin is no more ...a sin. Don't you agree dear Scholastica ?
Blue Tit wrote:As you see, I can't take these sufferings as an excuse for my actual sins : it was God's will, He allowed these things to happen, things that are so UN-NATURAL, that I don't dare to consider them as a simple "psychological harm", and I would insult Him if I took pretext on them now !
I hope you understood what I tried to explain, it was necessary. I won't allow myself to talk about these years anymore here, for fear to offend Him.
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